mis-placed

I often mis-place items. I often forget where I've put things. I often stare right at what I'm looking for without seeing it. I often try my hardest at what I'm doing, and it still goes awry. I am often accused of not paying attention or not putting my effort into something. I often disagree with these accusations however I am powerless to object because there is no firm argument as to why a job was either done incorectly or was not done at all. I could say it is because I often misplace my thoughts. I try to always put them in the same place, the place where they go, but I can't seem to find them very often. Maybe I am not very organized inside. Maybe my thought shelves are either full or simply mislabeled. Maybe I don't often misplace things, maybe I simply misplace the thoughts that pertain to that certain thing or event. Either way, I sure wish I could work something out with my brain. Reach some sort of agreement to where we work together instead of against each other. Maybe someday.